Thursday, June 09, 2005
i think i may b putting an end to dis blog sumtime soon cos most of the time i'm just too plain lazy to blog but mainly cos there's nth to blog in the 1st place!!! my life is so boring. basically from mon-fri i wake up, go to work, come home, watch tv n slp. haha my boss doesnt agree with me when i insists life sux but i dun care. mayb his life dun suck lor :) hopefully uni life will b better.. but minyan always tells me it sux. haha oh wells..
anw was talking to ry 2 nites ago i think i think i made her sad cos of the things i told her. deary, lyk i said, i nv tell u lots of things cos i noe u will b sad. i dunno if u rem but sumtimes in my blog or when we'r talking, i'll tell u dat. but anw dun worry abt me yah? i can take care of myself. sumtimes i will b v sad or wad but eventually i'll still b okay. if not, u wldnt have tot dat i'm okay for the last.. 6-7 yrs rite? haha suddenly realised dat we'v been frens for so long. abt 1/3 of our lives! :P
speaking of old frens.. haha i think my oldest fren whom i'm still keeping in close contact with is peiling :) 10-11 yrs of frenship n still going on strong. too bad we din noe each other in p1 n p2, if not we'd b frens for more than 12 yrs! but anw we'v alr been gd frens for more than 1/2 our lives. haha dat's q a heartwarming thing to noe.. :)
anw the past wk has been q horrible, apart from the time spent in bb mac reading a chemistry textbook, westmall eng wah cineplex 4 seats F17 n F18 (if i rem correctly cos i nv check the tix stub. bleahs), walking up n down the same overhead bridge twice, n waiting at the busstop for 187 to come. okay mayb not the time spent waiting at for the bus. i nv lyked going home at the end of the day cos it means time away from each other :(
oh. as i was saying, the past 4 days have been really crappy. esp monday n tues :( was told by the optician to discontinue wearing contacts cos of bloody blood vessels growing in my eyes. apparently they'r not getting enuf oxygen cos i'v been wearing contacts too long n too often. arghs. considering lasik or switching to hard lens lor. emailed a doctor n consulted my optician respectively le. the doc hasnt replied my email! is it really so difficult to reply my short little email? haiz. anw the optician said hard lens isnt suitable for every1 cos "it's lyk having a grain of sand in the eye". she also said dat it may or may not worsen the vessels ingrowth so mayb it's not such a feasible option afterall. which leaves me with no other choice besides lasik. i'm not wearing specs. i'm not.
if it just so happen dat i'm unlucky enuf to b unsuitable for lasik cos of thin cornea or some other fixed factor, den i dun care alr. i will just continue to wear contacts as n when i c need to. to put it optimistically, i have confidence dat my eyes r going to breathe just fine if i wear contacts every now n then. from another perspective, i'm just too stubborn for my own gd but if i go blind even if i try to wear contacts as infrequently as possible, den just too bad for me. life sux anyway yah? haha
random thoughts at 10:46:00 PM
